The Aftermath

not gonna lie, surgery and post op was one of the scariest moments in my life.
i have had a few weeks to contemplate everything that has happened.
this december marks 3 years of trying to get pregnant.
it's been such a rough, long, tedious, expensive, emotional process.
and having what we wanted most at our fingertips and then having it slip away was one of the most challenging things i've ever had to deal with.
seeing other women's pregnancies hurts.
but then i realize how selfish that is.
i don't know that women's struggles that she had to get there.
i know one day i will get that opportunity.
not a day goes by that i think about being pregnant.
i would have been 17 weeks today.
as soon as i'm 100% healed, we are back on the baby train.
saying lots and lots of prayers lately.
let's hope for some good news soon :)